Vday...diet fail!!

I wont even begin to post what I ate yesterday..its bad..real bad.
Dh brought home pizza for dinner and chocolate for me..I ate WAY to much.

And this morning hasnt started out any better..its like I woke up forgetting
that I am trying to lose weight I had left over pizza for bf..

OH WELL..I plan to make the rest of the day better. Its a beautiful sunshinning day
here!

I am so thankful for my dear friend Angie. She is such an encouragment!

I don't know why this is so hard for me this time..I just dont know!

I am not eating a lot of food..

But I am NOT exercising I mean NONE.

I know thats my problem!

Today I have eaten:

Breakfast : green smoothie, avacado, spinach, frozen pinapples, 1 apple and 1 bananna.

Lunch: shared a bowl of potato soup with turkey bacon and small piece of hm bread with baby. I know this is not a good choice bc of the carbs.

Dinner: black bean burrito (salsa, cheese, sour cream) and a few tortilla chips.

This is NOT my best day of eating..I have not had any snacks though.

Im back..

I have NOT given up!

ALTHOUGH..Im not doing so great.

I just dont get it..Im not losing any weight. But Im not eating bad.

Today.
BF: 2 eggs 1 piece of toast and my green smoothie ( I always do a somewhat big bf if not Im snacking in an hr)

Lunch: homemade turkey casserole about a cup and half

Dinner
Chicken soup with garlic biscuits.

I know I need to cut down on the carbs, which is SO hard for me.

And I guess up the exercise.

I feel so BLAH about all of this.

And considering I could be preggo anytime makes me feel dreadful....Oh I do NOT want to be this weight and get pg. Even 10 or 20 pound less before then. Please Lord?????

Im just praying and asking the Lord to show me what I need to do..He  knows my body and knows what it will take to get this weight off.